Monday, 28 August 2017

Dear diary,                                                                                             2:46 am
                      Today, I was reminded of him,again. I was coming back from the class when I met Susan. Delightful to meet a school friend after one whole year, we started talking with each other on the roadside about almost everything. The happiness just wiped away when she asked me about him.
 "I haven't seen anybody since a year, dude. By the way, how is your best friend doing?" She asked.
"Oh! All good. " I replied with the pain in my heart. 

It hurts when you realise that you had been thrown out of his life, by him, GENTLY.
The phase of 'stopped talking' starts and I arrange my mind and heart to manage stuffs smoothly, again without a pinch of ugly disappointment ; a new beginning without him.
But then, I get a notification; it is him; a cute text like it used to be before. 
"He is the best," I shout.. What? Suddenly, everything seems alright now.

'I love my Bestfriend' phase appears in my life, yet again.

And, a couple of days later, rises the excitement of the School Alumni Day.
Oops! That excitement got buried, deep into the ground when I realise that he is a new person, wholly. I looked at everyone, excited, gossiping with all friends around but the next moment I look at him walking past me. Yes, he noticed me. But why didn't he turn back ?


I look at myself in the mirror and ask "Am I so ugly that he doesn't want to talk to me in public?"
But, then why do the others say me that I am beautiful? 

I sit on my chair, staring at my books and think, 'Am I such a boring human?"
But, why do the others never plan a hangout without me?

Best Friends Forever?
Seems like: Best Friends For Never!

Oh, Diary! Thankyou for being there with me when my best friend wasn't.

Goodnight!

                     

Tuesday, 22 August 2017

The Break-up Story

“I need to talk now!” the message popped up.
It was a text from Lakshman.
What’s wrong, dude? Amy replied.
His reply was immediate. Corner Café @ 7.
She messaged back. Okay.

‘He sounds desperate,’ she thought.
After she had reached the café, she found him sitting there already; waiting impatiently.
“Hey,” she greeted cheerfully reaching to his table.
“She broke up with me, Amy” he sighed.
Oh! This had been worrying him. She cleared her throat and mockingly asked: “So, Mr. Ex-Boyfriend, how do you feel after the break up?” She chuckled to herself.
“I feel lonely, man! Life is being hard and I just cannot take it.” He said in a low voice.

“Okay, on a serious note, what had actually happened?” she asked curiously.
“I couldn’t make a promise of the future.” He replied.

His chick’s perception was entirely different from his and Amy's. Maheck believed that one couldn’t stay committed without a future in the mind. On the other side, commitments being made for an entire life made no sense in Lakshman’s opinion. He knew that he could be wrong but he was stuck to his perception.

“I respect what she believes of course, but do not adhere with,” he continued.
He couldn’t stop speaking and I couldn’t stop him from talking. It would become rude on my part to ask him to stop narrating his sad story.

“She had been my first real girlfriend. The one I have always been proud of. We were never the coolest but we were cool in the way we were. Nobody had ever bitched about me like she had and loved me equal to my mom! “

Amy was just wowed.
 He was always a cheerful person; the one with that evergreen smile on the face which had disappeared today. The most genial person she had ever seen who would check out girls walking inside the café, the next minute. His chick was the most coolest she had ever heard of who let her do that even when he was with her (though he could smell the jealousy).

“If Iam meant to end up with her, then all I want is that it must happen out of surprise and not because of something like ‘promises’. “
He couldn’t stop talking and Amy couldn’t stop listening now.
Amy could sense the deep love he had for Maheck. Sadly, she couldn’t think of anything to help him out. It was already over.
Lakshman was badly hurt. The tear just wouldn’t come out of his eyes because ‘real men don’t cry’. He was not in a relationship but he was definitely in love!

“Hey! Sorry but I need to make an urgent call and my mobile’s battery had already drained.” Amy interrupted.
“Here, take mine” he said handing over his mobile phone to her.
Amy went out of the café, found Maheck’s contact and called her from her own mobile believing Maheck would probably not pick Lakshman’s call.
She asked Maheck to come to the café asap. Maheck agreed to it.
The café hadn’t been too far from her place and she had been there within ten minutes. 
She walked inside the café without having Lakshman noticing her. She heard all what he had been continuously saying.

“You know what, Amy, she said me that I wanted everything on my plate and I had pushed her to the edge of my plate. It hurts her really bad when I give importance to other things in my plate and this is why it would be better for both of us if she hopped out of it,” he took a breath and continued,
“How do I tell her that she herself is my plate! I realize that I wanted my plate to be beautifully decorated and only with her presence in it.  I miss her,” he paused and said “but, Iam happy that she doesn’t have to suffer anymore because of my stupidity,”

“But I would still love to suffer, you stupid!” a voice came from behind.
He was delighted to see her! It was as if, all his sorrow had just evaporated away.
“Maheck!” he said, surprised.
“I think you'd got another chance dear,” Amy interrupted and fled away bidding an adieu to the couple.

“Let’s wait for what the future has to offer. I ain’t bothered anymore. I will stay with you,” Maheck said.
His eyes glittered.
“Hot!” he exclaimed looking at a young lady on the side.
** Maheck hits him hard with her elbow.**


Tuesday, 25 July 2017

Truth or Dad?

The brakes slammed!
‘Thud’! The bike plowed into the auto rickshaw!
"Ouch," the boy cried!
The girl bent down with her heavy bag to pick up the mobile phone and the coins which had fallen out of the father's shirt's pocket.
"Dad, you okay?" Asked the boy to his father.
Shaken but less hurt, the three of them thanked the crowd who had helped them lift the bike.

 "Don't you know to cross properly, you fool?!" The father yelled angrily at the auto driver.
"Sir, I am sorry. But I was careful while crossing," said the auto driver.
 It had been driving up to the school opposite before which this happened. He apologized and offered to drop the kids home in his vehicle if he couldn't ride properly due to the external injury.
The father had to accept the offer.

 'Is he so kind or kind just because he feels he is guilty?' thought the girl all the way to home.
 "Thank you, Uncle!" the boy greeted the auto driver while getting off.
 He smiled at the boy and looked at the father to say,"Sir, you had been watching somewhere else when I was about to cross and thus you didn't notice my vehicle crossing."

'Oh yes! He is right. I remember Dad looking at the shop on the roadside at that time but.... How do I tell? It would seem that I am against him! What do I do? It's not the auto driver's mistake,’ all these thoughts flashed in the girl’s mind.  
She was matured enough to understand that this could hurt her father's ego.

Truth? Or Dad?

Tensed!

She shook her head, though reluctantly. 
The auto driver smiled and said "Look, she agrees!" She looked at her father with no expression, thinking what to do now! What would Dad think about her?
 How awkward it was to be scared of such a thing because there was a close relation! A father and a daughter!

"Maybe! Okay no problem, you may go," the father said to the auto driver and smiled!
A placid reaction from Dad! 
The girl's satisfaction knew no bounds! 

Wednesday, 28 June 2017

He loved an atheist!


“She has just completed her studies in medicines!” exclaimed the pandit. “Belongs to a very respectable family and is a very nice girl but the only problem is, that she is an atheist.”

“Oh! Panditji, bring some better proposals. An atheist! No,” said the old lady who was finding a suitable girl for her son.

Priti had been rejected thrice because of being an atheist. Yet, she would never change.
While she was crying on the terrace that day, her best friend came up to cheer her. 
“Oh! C’mon, it doesn’t even matter that you believe in God or not! A man will love you if he has the capability to see your beauty!” Madan consoled.

“I know that but…..”

“Stop crying, first. And tell me why you don’t believe in God? I realize now that I never bothered to ask you this.”

“I never said this to anybody, Maddy,” Priti sighed.

“Okay, tell me now, “He insisted.

Priti started to narrate what had happened years ago that made her what she is now.
She had been in her second grade when her family had shifted to a new locality. She had the habit of visiting the temple every day. After shifting she started to go to the temple nearby, in the new place. It had only been a few days when Priti experienced something really bad.
As a child, it was fun to ring the temple’s bell loudly after worshipping. When she had somebody with her, they would lift her up to let her ring the bell.

One day, when Priti went to the temple with her friend, she had no elder who could lift her up to reach to the bell. She jumped twice and tried to ring but failed. It was an odd time and there was nobody else in the temple except a man who had been watching her jump. He offered help. She was joyed to ring and requested to lift her up. She noticed that he lifted her frock and touched her private part while holding her.
Priti couldn’t understand what to do and just ran away. What could a small child do for this? What could she understand?
She felt weird about it and didn’t go to the temple for a few days. Nobody noticed that.
 One day while going to the school she saw the same person talking to another man and found out that he was the pandit of that temple.
What a shock it had been to her. How could such a pious person do this? She was unable to get that incident out of her mind.

“You see, how it affected me? I just ended up being an atheist. A person calls himself pious and does such a cheap act! Show the world that you love God and never care about doing sins. Since I was a little girl then, I couldn’t understand all that but now it bothers me. There would have been a few other innocent little girls too! “

Madan was shocked. “People like them ruin the community,” He said with frustration and hugged her.
“Okay, so forget about it now and do what you feel is right.”
There was only silence for a couple of minutes and then Madan spoke up.

“Hey, I love you Pri. Will you marry me?”
Priti was amazed. Both knew each other from their school time and had been really close friends since then. Friendship turned to love, today.
"No family would accept an atheist to be their "daughter-in-law, Maddy," she said.
"I've already spoken to my mother about it. She likes you," he winked.

Love has no religion?  
He proved it true!






Tuesday, 13 June 2017

Chivalry ain't dead !

     A girl or a boy? Doesn't matter! Reading is for everybody, fortunately! 

I was sitting in the balcony yesterday when my neighbour, a 10 year old girl who had just been back from her village; summer vacation family trip. She was with her Mother then, who asked me when would I get married. I replied saying that there was  a lot of time for that to happen and laughed. She said "Oh! Yes, right. Haha!" and left.                                   

                                               The girl stayed with me and started talking. She explained me as to why her mother had asked me that question. It was a custom in their village to get the girls married at an early age. I wasn't surprised at all. It is so common to hear all this in India even in this era, where the world has been so much advanced and broad-minded.
She started speaking about dowry, that how parents of a girl child start to worry about how they would arrange for funds. "Education is of the least importance there, didi. Hanging out with friends and talking to boys isn't for girls there. Life becomes so dull. I just hate to think about it. Churidar is the only type of cloth for girls there. Why such nuisance?"


I wasn't hearing all this for the first time, but listening to a little girl like her was something new; something to be pondered over. 


Why can't the wise men understand, when a little girl can? 


We, the city dwellers just don't face such circumstances and hearing all this is completely different from experiencing the pain that they go through. Imagining our lives in such a way is creepy. Freedom is what a person craves for and rightly deserves but then there in the countryside, the word 'freedom' is itself out of a girl's life. 

Yes, of course there still are concerns in the cities as well like women being harassed, the narrow mindset of some households that keep the girls away from pursuing their higher education, the fear of innocent parents of their children going alone to a new place and maybe many other reasons. Some men are still so conservative that they feel ashamed of their wife working.Shouldn't a female have her own desires? Her own dreams? Her wishes? 

Such men need to 'wash their brains' and understand that gender has nothing to do with the type of work. Be it the household chores or the office work, there is no written law or religion, which states the type of work for a particular gender. Why is there a need to be ashamed of your wife working outside? Why care what the society thinks about? Does the society pay you? Earning is not the job of a man only. If a woman earns, it never gives an impression that the man of the family is a loser unless your thoughts do so.


Oh! Thank God to those few men who understand what a woman deserves. Their concern for the women's community, girl's liberty! No problem with a women working. 


The real men know that, the only difference between a man and a woman are the body parts. 


Saturday, 3 June 2017

Deep Quotes



Wow, how can a love song define a new meaning! 

Mom blushes not only when Dad compliments but when children do it too! Spread happiness! Compliment her for small things! She loves it! Maybe that is what she expects !

Monday, 29 May 2017

Deep Quotes

Anger became a metaphor of love! 
The mother used to walk up to her workplace everyday just to save money.
'Tit for tat' got a new meaning that day!

Mothers can tolerate their own pain but not that of their children!

Deep Quotes



What the youngsters fail to understand is so beautifully and easily felt by a toddler! This is a true incident and hats off to that little girl who said this.
Share your experiences and watch it beautifully published.