Dear diary,                                                                                             2:46 am

                      Today, I was reminded of him,again. I was coming back from the class when I met Susan. Delightful to meet a school friend after one whole year, we started talking with each other on the roadside about almost everything. The happiness just wiped away when she asked me about him.

 "I haven't seen anybody since a year, dude. By the way, how is your best friend doing?" She asked.

"Oh! All good. " I replied with the pain in my heart. 

It hurts when you realise that you had been thrown out of his life, by him, GENTLY.

The phase of 'stopped talking' starts and I arrange my mind and heart to manage stuffs smoothly, again without a pinch of ugly disappointment ; a new beginning without him.

But then, I get a notification; it is him; a cute text like it used to be before. 

"He is the best," I shout.. What? Suddenly, everything seems alright now.

'I love my Bestfriend' phase appears in my life, yet again.

And, a couple of days later, rises the excitement of the School Alumni Day.

Oops! That excitement got buried, deep into the ground when I realise that he is a new person, wholly. I looked at everyone, excited, gossiping with all friends around but the next moment I look at him walking past me. Yes, he noticed me. But why didn't he turn back ?

I look at myself in the mirror and ask "Am I so ugly that he doesn't want to talk to me in public?"

But, then why do the others say me that I am beautiful? 

I sit on my chair, staring at my books and think, 'Am I such a boring human?"

But, why do the others never plan a hangout without me?

Best Friends Forever?

Seems like: Best Friends For Never!

Oh, Diary! Thankyou for being there with me when my best friend wasn't.

Goodnight!