The emotional फूल

They said I was ostensibly a carefree person,

They said I had no emotions .

"Oh!" To which I then replied 

"Hey, that's because I had a magic potion!"

Back then, we were all very good friends,

But, I didn't realise the friendship would need so many mends !

A great listener, a good secret keeper, you know !

I didn't know I was one, but it did happen so ! 

Life gave me surprises, and eventually I went apart, bro

And obliviously, let the distance in our friendships grow .

I had no idea they misunderstood 'oblivious' with 'obvious' ..

And undoubtedly, the friendships broke into pieces !

Later when everything fell into place, 

I realised my mistake and embarked the chase .

I realised the blunder I made,

And I was genuinely sorry for my mistake .

But they said it was too late ,

"A second chance is impossible, mate!"

I tried, not once, not twice but many times,

But, when there was no progress, my mind struck the chime!

If they feel that I had been cruel, 

then I must say , that the fault was dual.

If I was going apart, why didn't they stop me?

All it would take was a piece of advice to me!

To try for it, was definitely a pleasure,

Cos amid that, I found a hidden treasure.

The treasure of thoughts that led to emotions,

And, even if I cannot go back, now my mind has the perfect notions!