The reply

The reply for the  letter from the girl:

Dear world,
Kindly convey her this.

She never wanted to fall in love, I hated falling alone.
She never imagined of falling in love, I always fantasized about it with that 'Special girl'.
No girl had the courage to tease me because, I was an asshole whom everyone feared, a rude ass who couldn't even face a girl.
And yet,
I fell in love!
Deeply and madly in love with her.
Love to her was a lie. So was she, to me.
I couldn't believe a girl like her could exist. A perfect balance between being mean and sweet.
While I just entered into her life, she was already my life!
I loved her and I expressed it. I couldn't believe myself .
But she liked me back too. ( And I couldn't believe this too )
She changed me. I didn't want to!
She cared for me. I didn't want to be cared for.
I love her so much more. I just don't want to leave her.
Could we stay together?
Can we make it forever?
'Can we atleast give it a try?
Even if we can't, let's just not cry.'
I know she can find someone better,
I know that there's a possibility of her leaving me,
I know that this beautiful bond can fade.
Inspite of all these, I am still not afraid.
Do you know why?
You don't and I don't know it too.

Always hers

A letter by a girl who feared love

Dear you,

I never wanted to fall in love.

Sounds stupid? But, I could never imagine of falling in love. Love to me, was pollution!
Compliments were a daily routine that never touched my heart, 'cos I was a girl who could never be fooled by those (stupid) cheesy lines!
Love to me was a lie, so illogical, so untrue!
And then, you entered into my life !
You loved me and you expressed it. I couldn't believe it (as usual). Rather say, I didn't want to believe it!
But, I liked you back. I didn't want to!
You changed me. I didn't want to! You loved me too much. I didn't want to be!
I hate you for coming into my life and changing me.
But, now I love you so much that I don't want to leave you.
That 'single' life was so happy.
Though, I am no worse mingling with you.
 But, you are such a distraction to me. A beautiful distraction who could ruin my dreams.
But, maybe this is just for a while. Maybe, this is just a usual attraction, the hormonal stuff.
And, I just hope it doesn't last long.
Maybe, we could stay together forever but Iam afraid of the possibility that it doesn't happen !
I fear if my distraction takes me apart from my dreams of becoming a better girl.
Because  fear if you find a better girl somewhere else and leave me.
I fear your love reduces due to my stupidity.
I fear losingyou.
I fear not deserving you.
I fear all these complications. And, now I understand, why I feared love!

'(Maybe someday) Yours'

School is cool!

A sweet

poem by one of our little followers:

नन्हे बच्चे, अंजान चेहरे,

मासूम दिल और सब थे वेले।

मिले एक प्यारी सी जगह में ,

जिसका नाम था school,

Where everyone used to look like a fool.

अलग हुए थे घर से पहली बार,

और आँखों में आंसूं थे हज़ार,

दिल में डर था,

Pant बहुत छोटा था,

मेरा बाजु वाला भी रो रहा था,

मुझसे वो कम नही था।

यह तो मेरा अपमान हुआ,

और जंग का ऐलान हुआ।

फिर शुरू हुई थी cry fight,

Which was not going right,

Teacher सोची ऐसे तो ना लड़ते Bheem और Kaalia,

थोड़ी देर में हमे दिखी एक छोटी सी Alia!

Silence everywhere......

Teacher सोची ये क्या हुआ,

क्या क़ुबूल हुई मेरी दुआ?

देखकर Teacher का हाल हुआ बेहाल,

इन बच्चों को कैसे पता होता, क्या है माल?

हम हँसे और teacher राज़ी,

देखना है अब कौन मारेगा बाज़ी!

ऐसे शुरू हुई थी हमारी दोस्ती,

जैसी भी थी, we did all मस्ती!

तुम

चाहे दर्द दो या प्यार तुम हमे,

हम सब कुछ सह लेंगे।

आदत सी बन गयी हो तुम हमारी,

अब बस तुम्हे प्यार ही प्यार देगे।

गुस्सा करो तुम जब जब मुझ पर,

लगता है मुझको डर,
इतने प्यारे लगते हो रूठे हुए भी ,

की दिल करता है अब ले जाऊं तुम्हे अपने घर।

मेरी हर एक गलती को माफ़ कर,

करते हो मुझसे उतना ही प्यार,

बन गया है रिश्ता हमारा,

जैसे बिजली नही चलती बिना कोई तार।

जितना प्यार करते हो ,

उतना ही खफ़ा हो जाते हो कभी कभी,

पर अच्छा तो तब लगता है,

जब रूठे हुए तुम, मनाने लग जाते हो मुझे अभी।

जानने लगी हूँ इतना तुम्हे,

की देखते ही समझ जाती हूं तुम्हारा हर एक ख़याल,

गुस्सा दिलाना भी जानती हूं,

मनाना भी जानती हूं,

दुनिया भी समझ गयी होगी  मुझे होगया  हैप्यार तुम्हारे नाल।

तुम्हारी यह खामोशी सही नही जाती,

दर्द करता है दिल जब कोई बात बता नहीं पाती।

अब बस हर वक़्त मैं तुम्हारे ही गीत गाती,

क्योंकि हर दिल की बात अब तुम्हारी बन जाती।

खामोशी की चीख

 मिला जो आसानी से,
न की उसकी कदर 
करोगे भी कैसे, 
जब है नहीं खोने का डर।

न था डर खोने का जिसका, 
बेझिझक हाथ बंटा दिया, 
ना कि थी कदर जिसकी,
बिन बताए मिसाल दे गया। 

उसने कसम दि थी कि, 
न छोड़कर जाएगा कभी, 
पर जब खुद से दूर धकेला उसे,
तो कैसे कोई रुकेगा अभी? 

इतना दूर ना धकेलो, 
की आदत बन जाए,
इतना ना नीचा दिखाओ, 
की फितरत बन जाए, 
यह न भूलें कि दुनिया गोल है, 
कुदरत के कायदे, सब लिए समान है, 
यह दर्दनाक खामोशी की चीख,
क्या खबर कल तुम्हारी ही शिकायत बन जाए।                                     \

The letter

To,

 The boy who called me a playgirl,

I did things you wanted to do with me. I did things we loved to do together. I was not the only one responsible for all my actions. And, similarly, neither were you solely responsible for all your actions. Rather, we were equally responsible for everything we had done because we decided to have a relationship, maintain it and it was certainly mutual.

Then, why do you call me a playgirl ?

Was I the one who left? 

I understand you were too possessive when it came to me and that's quite natural, but was my promise to be with you forever  just not enough?

If I wanted to play with your feelings, I would have done it in a smarter way. Why would I spend hours with you, waste every minute thinking about you when you weren't with me?  Plan surprises for you, split the bill everytime we went out, keep the silly conversations alive all the time, spend my energy in understanding you, give you hopes that I would always stay with you?

Do you realise, I tried to keep up with you as much as you did for me. But, unfortunately with time, we realised that it was not working out between us. Maybe, we understand each other so much better now that we know what we are actually interested in. 

You claimed that, I just didn't realise all that you had done for me. You kept counting things you did for me and that wasn't wrong. The part that you never realised my sacrifices for you was definitely heart- breaking. 

Keeping up promises, 

Consoling you,

A few petty things that I never counted upon to make you realise, unlike you did. Maybe, I did things without any expectations, or maybe unintentionally because I just loved you. 

Introducing you as the hero of my life (because I felt you were one ) was one of the main gestures I had made because I always wanted the world, who had only seen the worst side of yours, to see your good side now; the angel in you that loved me. 

तुमने तो आसानी से कह दिया की,

"तुमने मेरा काटना चाहा, मैं 

खुशी खुशी कटवा रहा था।"

पर जितना तुम्हारा कटा हैं, 

उतना ही मेरा भी।

Happily

'Not yours anymore'

An open letter to his ex

Somebody asked me the enticity of my world 

So,
I answered that, I could:

Give away my most desired watch for you (says a watch-lover)

Pressurise my senior to complete the office assignment before date so that I dont miss your birthday!

Ask my partner to not allocate me to another unit because I want to be in town for your special day!

Ask my boss to permit me to book a night flight so that I land on time for your birthday at midnight twelve amidst fever!

Make sure that all your special days are celebrated as a FESTIVAL!

Rush through the class, arrange for the cake ordered, keep it well organised........

And yes even lift you in my arms in fever for a picture you always wanted and create unforgettable memories!

Fight with my friends who insulted you when you were not around.

Listen to you patiently when you shout at me even when Iam not at fault !

But, the sad part is I had done everything already and much more that I don't even remember, but you left, you already left! Left without a thought ! 

Common standards

Double   Common standards :

Everyone of us have heard the popular phrase “ Double standards”. We have used it too, for atleast one person in our life.

No doubt, it’s truly so annoying to have friends or rather, say frenemies who have two faces.

Let's just think about it, today.

My belief may sound a little weird but, every person in this world has two faces. Yes, each one! Let’s say, a few people are really straightforward that we cannot count them on this list. But, I suppose, that’s not even a 0.1% of the world’s population. (No exclamatory mark, because you already knew it. This fact isn’t new.)

Not here, to hurt anybody’s sentiments but let’s talk about ourselves for now.

Think of instances where you HAD to be a two-faced jackass/bitch?

Life is a weird party where you meet people, talk to some, make a few friends, talk to a few and forget, carry a few forever and what not. It’s just not easy to be straightforward in this extraordinary world. It takes guts, takes away everything from you starting from your character. Join a group and you will have to behave according to their standards. 

Going to a five star hotel is not equal to going in a normal restaurant. Though the only thing you do there is eat. Of course, it’s necessary to dress a bit differently, behave differently and maybe, show what you are actually not. And, hence, it’s the same with people.

That’s the same with some incidents in our lives. You meet a friend of yours whom you had never liked. But, still it is considered courteous to look at them and smile. What if you don’t smile? (That is, you don’t be two-faced. I mean, what if your attitude goes like “I don’t like you and I am not gonna smile at you even if you look at me and smile”?) You are now a RUDE person, that’s it.

The corporate world could explain you this thing in a better way, probably. The clients to which the employees speak with, are annoying at times, but the employee has to be sweet as sugar to his/her client every time they speak. After all, they are their source of income. 

Maybe, getting work done by your colleague can be another instance. And right now, the best instance I can think of now is the Boss-Slave stuff. No offence, not every boss is the same but going with the stereotype of Bosses’ stories, the origin of insincere lavish praise is in itself a story explaining the concept of Double Faces.

What I mean is that, it’s not ‘Not Okay’ to have double faces. It just happens due to the situations. You would have heard the phrase "Laugh with all, but trust none." Relatable! 

And talking about the ones who have this rightful nature of being two-faced, forget it. Stop wasting time on such people and move on with the better ones in your life!

Hope no sarcasm!

About a lovely couple!

 Here Iam  with a lovely little story...

P.S. Dedicated by somebody to his WORLD. 

So, readers, have a look at this short  incident . 

A couple who were yet to be legal were conversing!

Suddenly, the boy said, I DON’T SEE YOU AS MY GIRL FRIEND!
The girl expressing her innocence and wit, immediately said, I ALREADY BECAME YOUR LIFE PARTNER, WHEN YOU PUT SINDHUR ON MY MAANG, THOUGH WE ARE YET TO BE A LEGAL ONE! SO, BEING YOUR GF, WOULD BE SO SMALL, THAN WHAT I AM!
The boy was embraced with joy hearing this, as he could recall such thing happening, but could not remember that when such a thing took place! Hearing such words were ecstatic!
Indian customs though! Such purity in them, they carry!
The boy then said, that he considers her as a part of himself, considers them being legal, despite the fact that they were yet to be one! And, so, there stood no question of him treating her as his girlfriend!
The girl was contended!
She was delighted!
Together Ever they are.
#VP

Ironically, ironical!

It hurts!

Karma has its own way of proving itself. 

Love or drub ?